in the turn of a falling leaf
I watch autumn turn to winter
in all its glorious splendour
Its coldness leaves everyone bare.

common test 21st March
syf2005 5th May

drummed at 2:04 AM;

Monday, February 21, 2005

Regarding the happenings at the student feedback session held in the hall on 21st February, I categorically deny making any statements about knees. skirts and bare skin. It was very unfortunate that it was assumed that I was the one who made such derogatory comments. I should hereby demand a public apology from the party involved. In this instance, this person happens to be my fair-weather friend, TW, whom I would forgive and identity I choose to protect.

I should also insist that the Feedback Unit of the 37th Student Council conduct thorough background checks on all feedback before making it publicly known. I henceforth have to bear with the repercussions brought about by my alleged tendencies of warped non-conformity regarding skirts - the scorn and the disgust of the female cohort. I once again state that I have nothing to do with any statements made in my name whatsoever. I regret for the inconvenience brought about to others by reading this statement.

drummed at 3:25 PM;

Thursday, February 17, 2005

I see the light
faintly sparkling
shining glimmering
amidst the darkness there

I stand unmoving
stifled miffed
unknowing bowing
looking to my feet

shall this journey
of faith, hope and glory
fall short of fame
the simple but fundamental
pursuits of peace
will be denied
and lost.

drummed at 8:44 PM;

Hybridization is an interesting concept.
A theory to explain constancy.
Why similarity is favoured over difference.
equilibrum. Communism. Equality. Asexual reproduction.

period/.

I have to comment again on my inadequacy in skill. Maladroit me attempting to achieve something I must. Till now, it has just been me trying to convince myself to improve, without any signs of improvement whatsoever. If I continue to belittle myself however, I dont see how that is going to help. Once again, a distress call to my inner strength for a new lease of strength, courage and determination. I will pull through, I always have. I always will. I hope. I must.

I ask for faith and trust.

drummed at 8:32 PM;

Saturday, February 12, 2005

I think i have forgotten what I used to be.
I've forgotten who I am.
Who I want to be.
alas.
what was it like to be me

drummed at 7:52 PM;

I'm becoming the loser I never thought I'd be.
my life is just going down down downhill
TAK NAK!!!

drummed at 7:47 PM;