Tuesday, December 20, 2005

be back on the 27th !

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Sunday, December 11, 2005

i cant even write poetry now

drummed at 5:51 PM;

I feel horrible. Please whisk me away. Please, I need a break. When can things happen the way they should? I'm just 18 and im not really looking forward to what life has to offer.
i should go back to sleep

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Saturday, December 10, 2005

took 2 hours getting there, 2 hours back, didnt play a single note. Ah wells, thats band life for you.
paying a good 1075, wonder why im doing that. WHY
And now I'm facing another big shit. I might not be able to complete the driving shit before NS.
why must this happen to me lah. already my holidays are destroyed. isnt that enough alr? dsfaasjsadglknadsg

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Thursday, December 08, 2005

Just watched cinderella man on dvd. Good show, that. Moved me quite a bit. Crowe's acting is superb, as is Zellweger's. Good movies are supposed to be like that.

Passed the horrible driving theory test today. I woke up at 6plus and it wasnt until 1120 when I was actually seated for the exam. Sheesh. Wasted a good half of my day.

And my back hurts, side effects? symptoms of?

and, I hate my hair

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Tuesday, December 06, 2005

its one of those days where I just exclaim,"WHAT THE F?"

drummed at 10:06 PM;

I remember the days we used to hang out

drummed at 2:34 AM;

you know, I really hate being ill.

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Sunday, December 04, 2005

First you wish for a fun filled holidays, next I find myself wishing i'd never wished that. For once, a quiet and boring holidays where I have all the time in the world to myself seems perfect.

I am sick, ill. whatever you call it. Viscous phlegm is stuck all over my red and inflammed throat and tonsils. I want to cough the darn thing out but each time I cough it feels as if my throat is coming apart. I'm happy the sore eyes are gone. A day ago, I couldnt even open my eyes when I woke up. Pus and everything gooey had formed a crust that sealed my eyelids shut. I am feeling so crap. crap crap crap.

I'm missed many a band practice already. I need to practise. Sometimes I wonder why it is always about band. For the past 6 years, everything has always been about band. Is it really worth the sacrifice? Do I love it that much to give away most of my holidays. My parents tell me to just cancel the whole darn thing and call it off, but would it be fair to my friends? I really dont know. I'm feeling quite dispirited about the whole thing already.

I'll just go close my eyes and dream about the holiday I've always longed for once again. Maybe if I sleep enough it'll just come true/

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Saturday, December 03, 2005

i feel sick. =(. cra..p

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ThoC. hot shots and stick flicks

catherine * eileen * li hang * lydia * melvin * nicole t * nicole wm * qiling * ranon * stephen * sze wei * weichong * yulin

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