Wednesday, November 30, 2005


I just came back from church camp.

"Its at the workplace where the world meets the church."

The camp was really insightful and great. I had lots of fun getting to know more people esp some aunties and uncles. Its a pity such things end pretty quickly.

All i can say is that I miss her.
Quite badly.
:(




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Friday, November 25, 2005


A levels are over. and they really ended with one great band. I was raped by chemistry s paper lah. It was so bad, I was just helpless and hopeless. I left an entire question blank, which is 20 out of 100 marks, plus, i couldnt do the rest too, so. well, 100 bucks just went down the drain.

I'm supposed to rejoice and feel happy now am I not, but I just cant help wondering what I'll be doing next when this new chapter of my life is written. JC life is officially over, cept for prom,which by the way, I am not in eager anticipation of. Having so many events over these few days is more than I can take. Well, thats life right. busy busy busy. How I wish I could escape from here to some deserted island and just eat, sleep and wake up in the company of her. Sigh. too bad I'm beached here




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Wednesday, November 23, 2005


Its like reading ranon's recount of all those wonderful memories make me think long and hard about what memories I've kept. After thinking long and hard, I found that I remember...

pri sch:
When carmen called my dad to tell him I had fever when I was too sick to do so
Terence coming to my house to stay for like a few days at a time, and how we fought with his bro..etc
Fighting with chin hong at the field and .. ok nvm
I did fight a lot, somehow I always lost. I wonder why
not doing my chinese xizi and english penmanship
this big crush that i screwed up
emptying my pencil case, and then stuffing it with spiders from some obscure pipe thing
lousy psle grades

sec sch:
lohwei faking his name as peter goh
calling kel a buddha, and he got angry naturally.
all of us periodically falling for the same girl
getting conned by jin cheng to join the band
dropping the cymbals
staying at vek's
almost becoming a gangster
going for lunch at brader's
getting my first osiris
getting sick at chalet, and having ranon and yanbin look after me
skinny dipping (haha)
having our tables joined and making little placards placed on the desk
calling minhow bian tou fa, and how it spread like wildfire

jc:
orientation fever
getting to know hang
getting pangseh-ed by hang
staying over at sze's
getting pangseh-ed by sze eventually
fav's popularity
asking questions during lectures
catching balls with red plastic pail thingies and measuring oscillations
crickets jumping all over the place during bio spa
weiying's nice house and the pool party
playing squash with friends, being late for class because of that
having dinner with ben after band
Getting sick after eating modanyaki(tastes like vomit)

Some are constantly being formed and reformed.




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Tuesday, November 22, 2005


attempting to listen to some uplifting songs to kickstart my day. Its kinda late, but better late then never!
and it is so difficult to continue in this neverending story that is the A's
I am going to study!
Now as I await the long-awaited holidays. It seems to dwindle. I have to drive, band, shop and what else. There is just not enough time to do the things I want to do.
I just hope that it will be sweet while it lasts.
This is when you know how quickly time passes, and how much you have left in this world.
I know I'm young, but I'm feeling it already.
They say you've started to die since the day you've been born.
Well, its high time I started living
everyday, a lovely day




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Monday, November 21, 2005


I can feel it, its almost over!
C'mon baby we can do it.
OOh OOh AAh AAh
but now i really want AAAAAhhhhhhhh




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Saturday, November 19, 2005


So many ways my life could turn out to be
Its when you are just going into your 20s where a life of opportunities abound
soon we'll just realise that its not all out its said to be
dreams and aspirations last for like maybe a few years
then you will be sick of chasing them
some will succeed, well I hope i wont have trouble getting shelter, or with my bills
so many ways this could turn out
I hope it wont be a major screw up
and one day i'll wake up,
too old to set things right.
thats when I'll just have to live with it.
Oh c'mon the A's are not even over yet




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Saturday, November 05, 2005


This is now. Omg, bye blog. Cya in a month.
I dont want to die this A's
Not now please.




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