I know I have been acting up a bit. I have been quite pessimistic about the band. Somehow theres something in me that tells me we can do it. Only if we work together and feel for what we are playing. The technical glitches still have to be worked upon. I know we can do it njcperc. I dont know what happened. Its like now, the section is rather disjointed with me being the 'segregated one'. It feels very bad. And if thats how you want me to feel, I want to let you* all know that you have succeeded. I am and will not just let everyone and myself down. Not just like that.

drummed at 11:30 PM;