I know I've had my bouts of depression, but, up till now, nothing comes even close to this. I knew it was coming, but did i get my sorry ass moving? NO. Nows the freaking time, if not now then when.

I really dont want to screw my education up. I'm going to do this whether i enjoy it or not. I need to start working. I hate to, but i have to. I cant take another fall.

Am I going to mug my butts off? Abso-fuckin-lutely|!

drummed at 11:46 PM;